Sometimes You Just Need a Shot to the Head in de_dust

So today was my last day at my practicum at the preschool. I am already stressed by school next week and I wasn't feeling well and was in an overall blah mood. Even though it was sunny and even though I got one of the warmest send-offs a student could hope for. But it was a downer to know that this was the end of this placement and that the end of my three year educational trip is just about done. Somehow that whole idea freaked me out; what I've worked so hard for is just within reach and something that seemed like such a pipe dream all of a sudden is HERE, like, HI, I'm you're future moving in, mind if I rifle through the fridge, because you and me? We're in it for the long haul. (provided I pass my boards.)

So with a blue heart I fiddled around online for a bit, feeling all morose that little kids won't be wiping boggers on me and I got a random ping from James T. on chat and it completely brightened my day. Just carousing about Counter Strike (and why I can't play right now [no machine that runs it]), talking about a recent ski trip, and the other randoms of life. It was a nice change. And he's convinced me to get online next week and be target practice for the gang. Thanks James T.! See you next week, Remo.

Luv, Bif